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Of course I know this, but regarding Zhou Wei's matters, his deceit, and the currently unclear relationship, I do not want Xiao Wei to know. She is my best friend, but I have probably become accustomed to lying to this world, so even with her, I do not dare to let her know everything about me completely
"Xu Weisheng, do you really have to be so harsh with me?" I took her hand and said, "Oh, didn't you go to the volunteer activity with Lin Yizhe last week? How did it go?"
Just, just
My brother ... ... he still has to intimidate me inch by inch
As for feelings, when they fade, they simply fade. I do not wish to be like those adults who struggle to maintain a marriage at all costs.
You may certainly say that I am exaggerating, but for me, it is truly the case
The boy emphasized the pronunciation of the two characters 'sister'.
Thus, one always adopts a gossipy stance to match him with Xiao Wei, facing him with a calm demeanor tinged with infatuation, and a composed gaze that conceals a fervent intensity. Alternatively, one may lean towards a more guarded posture, maintaining distance and drawing an invisible, silent boundary, fearing that any closeness might disrupt the balance and lead to the collapse and loss of what little one possesses.
Just being able to look at him from afar makes me very happy. I dare not approach him, nor do I dare to let him know that the warm family I have constructed at school, with parents who are government officials and a privileged environment, where I am cherished by my parents, is all a lie, all a facade. The part of me that is wrapped in lies, maintaining a relationship with Li Zhuo while being entangled with Zhou Wei, a married man, cannot be discovered by him. It is better for anyone to find out, even if it is Xiao Wei, than for my true self to be exposed in front of him. The part of me that is wrapped in lies, maintaining a relationship with Li Zhuo while being entangled with Zhou Wei, a married man, cannot be discovered by him. It is better for anyone to find out, even if it is Xiao Wei, than for my true self to be exposed in front of him. I do not want him to see disappointment or even shock pass across my face.
I have always been bold, possessing a mind that soars like a Pegasus and the courage to traverse walls. What is happening now? Am I experiencing reverse growth? Orz, spare me, Space Shuttle, Space Shuttle, I summon you, let us return.
It's all over, my lies, my private life, the things I want to hide from and cannot expose about Xiao Wei and Lin Yizhe, my relationship with Li Zhuo, it's all ruined
In an instant, I realized the clue and began to wail in my heart—he is the boy I jokingly said "Sister, let me treat you to a drink"... Li Yue... Li Zhuo's younger brother
Li Yue, can you be any more childish? Cheng Tian and the others still have to call us 'senior', what is 'sister' supposed to mean? Lin Yizhe laughed as he patted Li Yue on the shoulder, 'Let's go, we are going to be late'
Li Yue suddenly turned around and smiled at me, saying, "Aren't you leaving yet? It's really getting late."
"Xiao Ai, what are you daydreaming about?" Xiao Wei nudged me, "We really are going to be late, let's hurry up and go."
Where can I find all the girls in the school
After all, who isn't putting on a facade these days
I can't just say that all of that was nonsense... I blinked and changed the subject: "He is 27 and I am 16, the age difference is too great. I'm not as lucky as you, my ambiguous interest is the senior Lin Yizhe, whom all the girls in the school admire."
It's all right, love is a consumable; once it begins, one should be prepared for its end. Besides, what kind of man does Cheng Tianai want that she cannot have
"Last month, you were still saying that for your birthday, he would take you to Xiamen for a trip. Just a few days later, everything has changed completely..." Xiao Wei shook her head, "So this is what is known as a botched ending."
"What are you so engrossed in talking about?" A clear male voice interrupted my gossip from behind us, "If we don't leave soon, we will be late."
Apart from "Xu Weisheng's secret crush and ambiguous relationship," if a secret crush can be equated to a first love, then he is my first love. From the moment I first laid eyes on him, I knew he was the person I had always envisioned as my ideal partner
What is it? I have no idea what she is saying, and I am feeling bewildered
It is Lin Yizhe's voice. I suddenly feel my breathing becoming thick and rapid
Call me vain, hypocritical, pretentious, or whatever you like, I simply do not want others to think that I am living poorly
"Senior, today's basketball game depends on you." As she walked away from me, Xiao Wei, standing side by side with Lin Yizhe, wore a sweet smile, harmonious to the extent that even if I felt unwilling, I could not help but acknowledge it.
"Do you know them?" Xiao Wei asked
"Cheng Tianai, you have been quite suspicious lately." On Monday, when I ran into Xiao Wei at the school gate, she looked at me with a gaze that was very meaningful.
"Troublesome." Suppressing the faint heartache, I followed them forward, and Li Yue's presence continually made me feel that the shock in my heart had not yet subsided
Isn't it? Why do I always hear you complaining about who confessed to him again, it's so annoying
You just don't have any feelings for him. Besides, what right do I have to complain? I'm not his girlfriend. " Xiao Wei's face clearly showed a hint of blush, which was quite lovely. "Don't change the subject. That doctor uncle, don't you love him very much? You just break up when you say so? Cheng Tian, don't be too carefree about love. The boy you like isn't someone you can just pick up casually.
"Do not mention Li Zhuo to me at school." I warned him seriously, and seeing him nod in agreement, I sighed in relief
Can you find me a man with three eyes to take a look at
Breakup? Her surprise was very evident, "Weren't you two just deeply in love a few days ago?"
Seeing the look of confusion on my face, he spoke first: "So it turns out that 'sister' is also from our school."
Aren't your parents very affectionate? asked Xiao Wei
Moreover, those excessively clean and pure aspects, that world shining in the sunlight, have nothing to do with me
"We have met once. It was very meaningful." Li Yue mischievously winked, then raised his index finger to his lips, making a "shh" gesture, "This is our secret, right, 'Sister~ Sister~'."
My parents are very affectionate. However, there are too many such things around, and I am tired of seeing them.
Is it really over?
It can't be that Han Jiayi knows about my relationship with Li Zhuo and went to Xiao Wei to spread rumors, right? I smiled a bit sheepishly and said, "Xu Weisheng, stop playing around, what is it really?"
Lin Yizhe, this name is synonymous with the president of the student council, an absolute candidate for guaranteed admission, an excellent student, a sunny youth, pure and white, resembling a prince, someone who is steady and reliable, whose smile can stop the rain of the entire world, embodying a healing presence
Don't you think you've been a bit too free lately? Isn't that doctor uncle of yours, who understands you the best, cares for you the most, and dotes on you, accompanying you?
In this world, there are always certain aspects that cannot be as one wishes. Just as there are always some matters that cannot be reversed
I was momentarily stunned, unable to even calm myself, feeling as if I were on the verge of fainting. My heart was beating uncontrollably, reaching a level of tension that was almost akin to fear
Oh... he has broken up.
What will Xiao Wei think of me? And what about Lin Yizhe? What will he think?
Hmm. I looked up at Lin Yizhe's smile and then noticed that there was a boy standing next to him, wearing our school's uniform, with a bright and clean smile, and there was also a hint of... familiarity?
Dear heavens, I implore you to be more solemn; humor is not your calling!
It was Xiaowei who saw him first
Then I began to despise myself in my heart—am I really this timid, Cheng Tianai
If you are hiding something from me, you better confess it early, otherwise I will strip you of your clothes and throw you on the flagpole for public display
Do not say anything pretentious, can I not have a bit of youthful sentiment, side-eye.
This is how it should be, a clear and natural boy, and an innocent and sweet girl
Divide it up, divide it up, so remember to let me have the good boys in the future